My father is in Cambodia today so it is difficult to give him a call or a card to tell him the million things i'd like to say to him on this day. Slowly as we have begun to embrace the diva, I have become introspective on who i am and what influences played a large role in this women's life. Quickly my father rose to the top ranks of the list. Truly i feel no words do justice for how endlessly grateful I am for my dad. My dad is compassionate, alive, generous, tender, fun, prayerful, faithful, and present. I was raised knowing i was cherished by him, a delight to his life. I have memories of hanging out with him at Young Life camp, wanting to be beside him when he spoke to the kids or leaders, laughing at him when he did the skits. He was and is a hero to me. I remember the day he walked me down the aisle, how even right before we entered the sanctuary he was praying for me as he has faithfully my whole life. Now i hear him care for missionaries around the world and allow himself to be immersed in their place. His heart is so available to see them and meet them where they are. He never lacks awe for the power of God in any place. he did the "right thing" too, never missing a chance to cheer (or coach) a softball or volleyball game. but what was impressed on me as his little girl was not just his attendance but his spirit and his example. my hero lived a life worth taking note of, one i wanted to immulate and be a part of, one that set a tone for us his children of how to love in this world. he doesn't see color or class or weight or height or money when he choses to love, he sees God's creation, God's children. he does not fear in loving people but has surrendered to God for wisdom and strength to do so. he is for me. my dad is with me, and now as he awaits meeting his granddaughter, he prays and waits in great anticipation and hope. already he loves to hear the details of her growth and my embrace of her. his interest in my stages through this have been so tender and meaningful to me. I am confident we are entering another great phase of our relationship as he embraces his daughter as a mother and loves his new granddaughter. i so celebrate you today Dad, Happy Father's day, and thank you.