COME. okay, i know i am sending too many messages sweet girl. but i am READY now. mom's here, dad's here, brother was here for weekend, house is deep cleaned, nursery is set up, work is done. addition isn't done, but who cares? i didn't think this day would come, and granted it took me 39 1/2 weeks to get there, but my longing to know you is SO much greater than anything at this point. i want to see your little hands and feet and i wonder if you have any hair.this morning at church as soon as i sat down, i started tearing up with this truly overwhelming desire that i didn't want one more church service, one more evening, one more sleep, one more anthing without you. i know this sounds so silly, she'll be here soon enough. i know the timing will be perfect and i know that she is going to rock my world so i shouldn't rush it. but i can't help it. I am about to go outdoors and do some jumping jacks.