i'm prepping for our last day in Vancouver. its rough. it took me a long time to calm down and this much time in a row off work is pretty wild. mentally, i'm already back at work because my anxiety is flaring for all that needs to get done. emotionally i am trying to take deep breaths because i don't want to think about waking up Tuesday and leaving before Hannah wakes to start a 10 hour day away from her. I don't want to think about not seeing Sadie. or going for a run with Stephen or lounging around with Amy. how blessed we've been for this little slice of time. a rich slice mixed with totall remarkable experiences like Mayne Island, Stanley Park, the Vancouver Aquarium, Granville Island, Prado's muffins, Commercial Drive Italian Day, Canucks winning games in the Stanley Cup, the ooey gooey cinanmon rolls, picnics at Kitsalino beach, seeing Sadie's first steps, Hannah's first bus ride, etc. etc. etc. and the very everday things like naps, breakdowns, cleaning dishes, email, money stress, etc.