here we are again. i always said i wouldn't do another blog. in some ways i just feel silly. and then i realized how valuable the opportunity to write and to focus and to share felt. so silly as it may be, it is also therapuetic, so i'll try again. there is so little i feel i need to share about the pregnancy journey compared to adoption b/c i know so little compared to the masses, so we'll just share life as a whole here. or our experience anyway.Sprout is the size of a lemon now. I can see that now. Sometimes its cute and sometimes it just looks like a fat roll. with my waist dissapearing right before my eyes, i feel like i want to wear a sign that reads, "for 9 nine months, can you give me a break". we are pretty fascinated that this little 3 inch baby can do so many things already. it can even frown which i hope is not the case right now, but it has reflexes, hands, legs, feet, a developing nervous system, a strong heartbeat . God's creation is pretty amazing, we should be this fascinated more often. it looks dark out but i need to rally and walk Gucci. Poor girl has really been slighted on getting a portion of our energy. So here we go again, on our new journey, thanks for being a part.